Episode 19

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Stop hitting me! 11 00:00:29,919 --> 00:00:30,943 Dad! 12 00:00:43,266 --> 00:00:44,093 Stay where you are! 13 00:00:46,169 --> 00:00:47,261 Get back here! 14 00:00:48,238 --> 00:00:50,468 Get back here, animal! 15 00:00:51,074 --> 00:00:52,473 You're not my son! 16 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:32,999 "Crystal Boys" 17 00:01:33,000 --> 00:01:36,999 From Pai Hsien-yung's novel. 18 00:01:37,000 --> 00:01:42,000 Episode Number Nineteen. 19 00:01:46,000 --> 00:01:50,000 Producers: Ruiyuan Cao and Song Liu. 20 00:01:52,000 --> 00:01:56,000 Overall Production: Guoxing Shu. 21 00:01:58,000 --> 00:02:01,000 Production Coordinator: Xiaomei Li. 22 00:02:02,000 --> 00:02:06,000 Adaptor: Hijie Chen. 23 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:12,000 Direction: Ruiyuan Cao. 24 00:02:27,860 --> 00:02:30,221 I saw "Happy Land" and "Good Times Don't Last Long". 25 00:02:31,920 --> 00:02:34,007 I don't know if you guys have something planned, 26 00:02:34,280 --> 00:02:38,600 but I made the decision to leave with Dragon King on his boat. 27 00:02:38,720 --> 00:02:40,280 I realy want to leave with him. 28 00:02:42,880 --> 00:02:44,700 It's you who's the luckiest. 29 00:02:44,750 --> 00:02:47,254 You have Papa Fu's protection. No worries anymore for you! 30 00:02:49,320 --> 00:02:51,000 No. 31 00:02:51,800 --> 00:02:58,160 I'm living very well with Papa Fu, but he's waiting for Auntie Wu's foot to recover. 32 00:02:58,520 --> 00:03:02,280 I wouldn't feel comfortable staying there after that. 33 00:03:04,040 --> 00:03:05,600 And you, Wu Min? 34 00:03:05,720 --> 00:03:08,800 You want to go back to Mr. Scarface to be his little wife? 35 00:03:11,840 --> 00:03:14,400 You're so stubborn! 36 00:03:18,880 --> 00:03:21,080 OK, let's go. 37 00:04:13,920 --> 00:04:19,640 Mister Zhang! What's wrong?! 38 00:04:29,360 --> 00:04:34,360 You... You really don't know how to value your life... 39 00:04:41,840 --> 00:04:46,800 To let yourself be tormented like that... Are you happy this time? 40 00:04:52,200 --> 00:04:56,520 I know nothing about tobacco or alcohol. Where's the good in that? 41 00:05:09,800 --> 00:05:13,820 You're the good Wu Min, aren't you? I'm her little sister. 42 00:05:13,840 --> 00:05:16,500 I know. I've already seen your picture. 43 00:05:18,080 --> 00:05:20,760 Taking care of my brother is a lot of trouble for you, 44 00:05:21,440 --> 00:05:25,040 No, it isn't. Mister Zhang has always taken care of me. 45 00:05:25,680 --> 00:05:27,880 So, I ought to do it for him. 46 00:05:30,360 --> 00:05:34,520 I was just telling him that's not a life! 47 00:05:34,720 --> 00:05:38,120 I told him long ago not to sink down that way. He didn't want to hear it. 48 00:05:38,160 --> 00:05:43,720 Have you looked at him? He has made himself someone who's sick and suffering. 49 00:05:44,560 --> 00:05:46,995 He still wants to trouble strangers to take care of him. 50 00:05:51,600 --> 00:05:53,800 Don't say a word, OK? 51 00:05:57,800 --> 00:05:58,720 Give it to me. 52 00:06:01,680 --> 00:06:05,000 Every time I told him that, he was really not happy. 53 00:06:05,160 --> 00:06:08,120 Look! Wu Min brought you porridge. 54 00:06:12,060 --> 00:06:13,440 Thanks. 55 00:06:15,240 --> 00:06:20,080 Eat something, OK? You can not ever eat anything! 56 00:06:21,000 --> 00:06:23,305 How will you have strength if you don't eat? 57 00:06:30,540 --> 00:06:32,140 Here. 58 00:06:33,440 --> 00:06:39,480 Come on, eat a little bit, OK? Open your mouth. Come on! 59 00:06:43,500 --> 00:06:47,680 You really are what you are! Look what you've done... 60 00:06:50,860 --> 00:06:52,940 I'll wash my hands. 61 00:07:02,840 --> 00:07:06,920 There's no bad intention in what your sister just said. 62 00:07:07,560 --> 00:07:09,620 Don't take it too hard. 63 00:07:18,440 --> 00:07:20,500 I'll give you food, OK? 64 00:07:42,840 --> 00:07:46,360 That way, is it good or not? I'll move you a bit, OK? 65 00:08:40,368 --> 00:08:42,395 Please leave first, no need to see me off. 66 00:08:42,620 --> 00:08:44,100 It's nothing. 67 00:08:48,760 --> 00:08:52,320 Take this. If you're in need again, look for me. 68 00:08:55,580 --> 00:08:57,000 Take it. 69 00:08:59,140 --> 00:09:05,140 Shame on me... I'm his sister. I'm the one who should take care of him now. 70 00:09:11,020 --> 00:09:13,080 He has a temper! 71 00:09:14,480 --> 00:09:17,611 Since the beginning, my relationship with him has always been difficult. 72 00:09:18,120 --> 00:09:20,240 In addition to what's happening now... 73 00:09:23,860 --> 00:09:25,760 Please forgive us. 74 00:09:30,420 --> 00:09:32,020 Elder Sister... 75 00:09:32,020 --> 00:09:34,740 Don't say a word. I understand. 76 00:09:39,360 --> 00:09:43,480 You're a good child. I'm happy. 77 00:09:45,120 --> 00:09:47,973 There should be more little brothers like you in this world! 78 00:10:49,360 --> 00:10:54,040 I blame myself for not having paid more attention to his health. 79 00:10:55,520 --> 00:10:59,080 During the past few days, he was yelling loudly and suffering from headaches. 80 00:10:59,840 --> 00:11:02,188 And his left hand would not respond to his own orders. 81 00:11:02,840 --> 00:11:05,145 I thought that was because he drank too much alcohol. 82 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:09,120 I didn't think it was so serious. 83 00:11:09,420 --> 00:11:13,880 This isn't your fault. It's him who hasn't listened to your advice. 84 00:11:15,343 --> 00:11:19,480 Don't always take responsibility about him, OK? 85 00:11:26,040 --> 00:11:28,040 What do you plan to do with this? 86 00:11:31,000 --> 00:11:35,360 I'll continue to take care of him. 87 00:11:36,240 --> 00:11:38,440 And if he never gets back to normal? 88 00:11:39,640 --> 00:11:44,120 That won't happen. He's still young. It's clear he'll recover soon. 89 00:11:44,960 --> 00:11:46,360 Ah you! 90 00:11:50,775 --> 00:11:54,240 You take care of him so much! 91 00:12:01,040 --> 00:12:04,760 Mister Zhang! 92 00:12:05,920 --> 00:12:07,440 What do you want? 93 00:12:10,960 --> 00:12:12,560 Drink water, OK? 94 00:12:12,585 --> 00:12:14,285 Here... 95 00:12:21,120 --> 00:12:24,040 Do you still feel bad? Do you want the nurse to come back? 96 00:12:30,440 --> 00:12:32,880 Mister Zhang, don't do this. 97 00:13:01,800 --> 00:13:07,800 Looking at them both, I knew I ought not to give Wu Min advice anymore... 98 00:13:09,040 --> 00:13:11,760 Whatever happens to them. 99 00:13:12,320 --> 00:13:16,400 After all, Wu Min finally has what he always hoped to have. 100 00:13:17,320 --> 00:13:21,080 He got the man he belongs to. A loved one. 101 00:13:44,240 --> 00:13:48,040 - Mom! - Yu Zai! You're coming back. 102 00:13:48,560 --> 00:13:49,880 Auntie. 103 00:13:52,280 --> 00:13:55,800 It's OK. The Shandong guy has just left. 104 00:13:56,800 --> 00:13:59,240 Even if he was here, I'm not scared at all. 105 00:14:01,640 --> 00:14:04,840 Mom, I'm going to Japan. 106 00:14:05,840 --> 00:14:12,160 You're kidding Mom! Going to Japan! When? 107 00:14:12,720 --> 00:14:14,640 The day after tomorrow, at first light. 108 00:14:15,320 --> 00:14:19,160 Last time, I told you about Dragon King. I want to go with him. 109 00:14:19,440 --> 00:14:21,684 On board, I'll work as a helper in the kitchen. 110 00:14:24,360 --> 00:14:29,760 Traveling by boat is hard. You're so thin, can you stand that? 111 00:14:29,920 --> 00:14:33,520 I will, don't worry. It's just a trip, nothing more. 112 00:14:33,840 --> 00:14:36,640 I plan to get off the boat as soon we reach Japan. 113 00:14:39,920 --> 00:14:43,360 Ah you! You have bad things to do there! 114 00:14:43,480 --> 00:14:47,199 There are things you have to think about. If you can't leave the boat 115 00:14:47,200 --> 00:14:50,360 and you get caught by the Japanese government, what will you do? 116 00:14:50,820 --> 00:14:52,360 It won't happen. 117 00:14:53,200 --> 00:14:56,360 Dragon King is going to help me with that. 118 00:14:57,160 --> 00:15:01,120 He knows you'll jump ship? He's not your boss? 119 00:15:01,640 --> 00:15:07,720 I told him the whole story. I made it sound a little worse than it really was. 120 00:15:09,000 --> 00:15:13,720 He knew I wanted to go to Japan to look for my Dad. He just said he wants to help me. 121 00:15:14,080 --> 00:15:16,997 Not only will he allow me to jump ship, but he'll also show me 122 00:15:17,000 --> 00:15:19,960 a restaurant that I can work at. 123 00:15:21,460 --> 00:15:23,080 You're a very clever kid! 124 00:15:26,575 --> 00:15:30,800 Why are you telling me such an important thing at the last minute? 125 00:15:32,680 --> 00:15:40,240 I thought that telling you this too early would make you reluctant to let me leave. 126 00:15:45,200 --> 00:15:50,280 Mom, you need to take good care of your health. 127 00:15:52,160 --> 00:15:55,530 I'll send you a letter as soon as I'm in Japan. Don't worry about me. 128 00:15:55,530 --> 00:15:59,990 Call me. Writing letters takes too much time. 129 00:16:02,080 --> 00:16:05,420 If it's too expensive to use the phone, I'll pay. 130 00:16:07,100 --> 00:16:08,200 OK. 131 00:16:08,320 --> 00:16:13,560 It's obvious that I'd like to hear your voice. I would feel relieved. 132 00:16:15,740 --> 00:16:17,260 I know. 133 00:16:28,900 --> 00:16:35,020 This money is what you sent me some time ago. I was saving it for you. 134 00:16:36,735 --> 00:16:39,620 - Take this little money. - No, I have some. 135 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:44,120 You're going abroad. It's clear, you'll need a lot of money! 136 00:16:44,620 --> 00:16:49,140 Otherwise, if something happens to you, who's going to help you? 137 00:17:09,040 --> 00:17:13,799 This chain is what your dead father gave me 138 00:17:13,800 --> 00:17:20,960 when he was chasing after me in Dong Yunge. 139 00:17:22,840 --> 00:17:28,720 Our names are engraved on it. 140 00:17:33,260 --> 00:17:34,660 Take it. 141 00:17:37,200 --> 00:17:45,280 If you find him, show him this chain. He'll know who you are. 142 00:17:47,960 --> 00:17:53,400 If you don't find him, sell it. 143 00:17:54,840 --> 00:17:58,560 You'll have cash to come back. 144 00:18:01,680 --> 00:18:04,920 Avoid wandering abroad. 145 00:18:07,400 --> 00:18:15,200 Mom, don't cry. If you cry, I'll be reluctant to leave. 146 00:18:27,600 --> 00:18:37,640 "A boat around the cape leaves. 147 00:18:37,760 --> 00:18:47,360 I was born on the most distant island. 148 00:18:47,440 --> 00:18:57,160 Goodbye to those people. 149 00:18:57,280 --> 00:19:01,800 Waved goodbye. 150 00:19:01,960 --> 00:19:07,560 Tears welled up and gushed. 151 00:19:07,680 --> 00:19:17,040 From now on, you want to live with me. 152 00:19:17,160 --> 00:19:26,040 Going from one set of islands to another. 153 00:19:26,160 --> 00:19:31,240 At the Seto sea, it's sunset. 154 00:19:31,400 --> 00:19:35,920 Tomorrow will be sunny. 155 00:19:36,040 --> 00:19:40,440 This is a blessing. 156 00:19:40,600 --> 00:19:45,720 We'll embark on a journey of life. 157 00:19:45,840 --> 00:19:50,440 This is a blessing. 158 00:19:50,600 --> 00:19:57,480 We embark on a journey of life. 159 00:20:13,480 --> 00:20:22,720 From now on, you want to live with me. 160 00:20:22,880 --> 00:20:31,600 Going from a set of islands to another. 161 00:20:31,760 --> 00:20:36,400 At the Seto sea, it's sunset. 162 00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:41,480 Tomorrow will be sunny. 163 00:20:41,640 --> 00:20:46,080 This is the blessing. 164 00:20:46,140 --> 00:20:48,940 We'll embark on a journey of life." 165 00:20:48,940 --> 00:20:54,000 The next day, at the first light, Little Jade refused to let us see him off. 166 00:20:54,040 --> 00:20:59,720 He went alone to Jilong Harbor to embark on a ship to Japan. 167 00:21:06,100 --> 00:21:07,200 Papa Fu. 168 00:21:10,200 --> 00:21:12,280 Has Little Jade already left? 169 00:21:12,640 --> 00:21:15,240 Yes. He left in a hurry. 170 00:21:15,400 --> 00:21:17,200 I didn't have time to tell you that 171 00:21:17,200 --> 00:21:19,587 he asked me to say goodbye to you on his behalf. 172 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:22,840 This kid! 173 00:21:23,880 --> 00:21:27,760 With one heart and one mind he left to find his father. 174 00:21:28,720 --> 00:21:31,480 His intentions are good. 175 00:21:33,360 --> 00:21:39,600 If only God would have pity on this kid, and help him to fulfill his wish. 176 00:22:30,400 --> 00:22:35,000 Kids, Papa Fu is a little bit tired. I'll get some rest. 177 00:22:35,120 --> 00:22:37,120 Have fun! 178 00:22:49,520 --> 00:22:50,600 A-qing. 179 00:22:51,480 --> 00:22:54,960 Look at these kids, they are so cute. 180 00:23:28,920 --> 00:23:37,640 Actually, I heard about the Divine Light Orphanage ten years ago. 181 00:23:42,680 --> 00:23:49,400 Not long after A-wei's suicide, I had a heart attack. 182 00:23:49,560 --> 00:23:54,800 I was sent to the Veterans' hospital. I almost died. 183 00:23:56,760 --> 00:24:00,920 When I left the hospital, one year had passed. 184 00:24:02,800 --> 00:24:09,800 I closed the door to visitors and lived in seclusion. A convalescence at home. 185 00:24:13,240 --> 00:24:21,320 The tragic death of A-wei made me lose all interest in life. 186 00:24:22,440 --> 00:24:28,840 Apathy came from everyone. 187 00:24:30,240 --> 00:24:39,240 I was indifferent to the humans joys and sorrows. 188 00:24:41,920 --> 00:24:43,960 Until ten years ago... 189 00:24:45,440 --> 00:24:49,600 On lunar New Year's Eve, 190 00:24:50,520 --> 00:24:54,480 I was going to the National Taiwan University Hospital for one last check-up. 191 00:24:55,600 --> 00:24:57,960 I passed through New Park 192 00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:02,560 and reached the street in front of the restaurant to take the bus. 193 00:25:03,920 --> 00:25:09,760 Coming from the lotus pond side, I heard somebody crying. 194 00:25:10,080 --> 00:25:12,960 The sound never stopped. 195 00:25:20,280 --> 00:25:25,080 I remembered there was a cold wind that night. 196 00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:30,680 A gloomy and cold night... There was nobody else in the park... 197 00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:39,280 There was just this intermittent weeping sound, 198 00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:44,240 sounded very miserable, 199 00:25:44,446 --> 00:25:51,596 To hear it by this cold day hurt me deeply. 200 00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:58,200 This man looked like he had been suffering for many days. 201 00:26:02,160 --> 00:26:03,240 Little Brother. 202 00:26:04,800 --> 00:26:08,520 You're young. Why are you crying? 203 00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:21,520 My chest hurts! It hurts so much! 204 00:26:22,880 --> 00:26:27,040 Why are you here alone? Where's your home? 205 00:26:27,200 --> 00:26:32,680 You care? This is my home! 206 00:26:36,360 --> 00:26:40,640 The weather is so cold, you'll get sick. 207 00:26:43,600 --> 00:26:46,280 Come with me. 208 00:26:48,480 --> 00:26:49,880 Come with me. 209 00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:54,880 Come with me. 210 00:27:00,320 --> 00:27:02,080 Let's go. 211 00:27:17,640 --> 00:27:22,160 He hadn't slept for a couple of days. 212 00:27:22,800 --> 00:27:26,040 He hadn't even finished his glass of milk. 213 00:27:26,840 --> 00:27:31,480 His eyes were so tired that they wouldn't close. 214 00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:35,640 He didn't even take time to change his clothes. 215 00:27:36,840 --> 00:27:40,560 I looked at him carefully, and 216 00:27:41,640 --> 00:27:47,400 I found I'd never met anybody so weak and despicable. 217 00:27:48,080 --> 00:27:52,600 His tattoo looked so demonic. 218 00:27:54,360 --> 00:27:58,080 I didn't know the reason for it, but 219 00:27:59,440 --> 00:28:05,040 an infinite compassion toward him unexpectedly came over me. 220 00:28:25,800 --> 00:28:32,080 He was so tired that he didn't wake up until the second day, in the afternoon. 221 00:28:33,000 --> 00:28:35,400 It was on the night of lunar New Year's Eve. 222 00:28:36,440 --> 00:28:40,480 I had never felt like celebrating the New Year before. 223 00:28:41,320 --> 00:28:50,280 I asked Auntie Wu to cook some New Year's dishes especially for him. 224 00:28:51,120 --> 00:28:55,680 I asked him to eat the New Year's Eve dinner together. 225 00:29:00,880 --> 00:29:11,560 I wouldn't have thought this would have been his last meal in this world. 226 00:29:12,840 --> 00:29:18,240 - Eat a little more. - Thanks. 227 00:29:19,735 --> 00:29:22,865 I've never had a New Year's Eve dinner that was so delicious before! 228 00:29:23,960 --> 00:29:27,760 In my orphanage, we just celebrated Christmas, not the Lunar New Year. 229 00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:33,920 - The orphanage? - The Divine Light Orphanage. 230 00:29:36,120 --> 00:29:38,280 Since my childhood, I've grown up there. 231 00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:45,680 What's your name? 232 00:29:50,880 --> 00:29:55,700 A-feng. The same "feng" as in the word that means "Dragon and Phoenix". 233 00:30:00,160 --> 00:30:02,520 He was called A-feng. 234 00:30:05,240 --> 00:30:12,440 This kid's life story was both strange and desolate. 235 00:30:14,600 --> 00:30:17,840 You've certainly heard about it in the park. 236 00:30:18,640 --> 00:30:25,160 I've heard it, yes. It's just that I didn't know Papa Fu took care of him too. 237 00:30:29,040 --> 00:30:34,560 It's strange to say that but this kid, A-feng... 238 00:30:35,480 --> 00:30:40,960 Even though he just stayed at my home for a night or two... 239 00:30:42,880 --> 00:30:48,000 I had a special feeling of solicitude toward him. 240 00:30:51,120 --> 00:30:54,800 He died so violently. 241 00:30:57,400 --> 00:31:03,120 It was a terrible shock to me. 242 00:31:04,520 --> 00:31:10,320 I had even more compassion toward him. 243 00:31:14,360 --> 00:31:23,840 After the death of A-wei, my heart had been dried up. 244 00:31:24,760 --> 00:31:32,360 It was like a revival. A new chance to live again. 245 00:31:35,520 --> 00:31:45,480 So, I have this great ambition for the remaining years I have left 246 00:31:47,800 --> 00:31:53,480 to take good care of these kids who have nobody to rely on. 247 00:32:03,400 --> 00:32:04,520 A-feng. 248 00:32:07,080 --> 00:32:13,520 You have nowhere to go, stay with me a couple more days. 249 00:32:16,280 --> 00:32:22,520 No thanks, Papa Fu. I have to leave. 250 00:32:22,800 --> 00:32:25,999 There's someone who's waiting for me in the park. 251 00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:28,360 What kind of person it is? 252 00:32:34,240 --> 00:32:41,600 It's someone I like very much. 253 00:32:42,720 --> 00:32:44,720 But we can't be together. 254 00:32:45,360 --> 00:32:49,760 You like this person, so why can't you be with this person? 255 00:32:56,840 --> 00:32:58,520 Because I'm too wild. 256 00:33:03,800 --> 00:33:10,440 I've been running away since my childhood... I don't like to be tied down. 257 00:33:13,320 --> 00:33:16,030 Inside our park, Old Guo, the gardener, told me frankly that 258 00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:19,440 I'm wild by nature and that's in my blood. 259 00:33:21,560 --> 00:33:28,320 Like typhoons and earthquakes, I can't be conquered. 260 00:33:31,200 --> 00:33:35,400 Now that I know this, why are you leaving to see this person? 261 00:33:43,200 --> 00:33:48,279 Because I owe him so much. Not giving him back what I owe him, 262 00:33:48,280 --> 00:33:52,560 I'm scared I couldn't afford to repay him in the next life. 263 00:33:54,680 --> 00:34:02,520 Tonight I'll meet him at Lunar New Year's Eve to settle my debt. 264 00:34:05,320 --> 00:34:12,840 I think I should give him all of it. That way I won't have any regrets. 265 00:34:25,240 --> 00:34:28,480 - Thanks, Papa Fu. - It's nothing. 266 00:34:33,460 --> 00:34:34,640 This shirt... 267 00:34:34,640 --> 00:34:36,420 It's a cold day. Wear it, OK? 268 00:34:36,520 --> 00:34:38,600 - It doesn't matter. - Keep it! 269 00:34:38,680 --> 00:34:40,400 I won't wear it. 270 00:34:42,460 --> 00:34:43,840 OK 271 00:34:55,800 --> 00:34:59,280 This life doesn't have any good in it. 272 00:35:00,166 --> 00:35:04,879 In my next life, I'll reincarnate as a woman from a good family to repay you, OK? 273 00:35:04,880 --> 00:35:06,560 OK? 274 00:35:08,840 --> 00:35:10,760 Give me back my heart! 275 00:35:15,640 --> 00:35:17,240 My heart? 276 00:35:20,680 --> 00:35:22,000 You want it, right? 277 00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:23,080 Take it! 278 00:35:23,760 --> 00:35:26,120 Take it! 279 00:35:26,240 --> 00:35:28,600 Come on, take it! 280 00:37:18,240 --> 00:37:22,080 Did A-feng really say that to Fu Chongshan? 281 00:37:23,480 --> 00:37:26,080 That's why I'm here. 282 00:37:29,600 --> 00:37:33,600 If I'm not wrong, A-feng really loved you deeply. 283 00:37:34,160 --> 00:37:39,720 He was willing to give his life to you. He didn't have any hate or regret. 284 00:37:50,680 --> 00:37:55,760 It doesn't matter whether ten years have passed or not. 285 00:37:56,400 --> 00:37:59,160 You've already paid for your redemption. 286 00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:02,040 There's no need to keep the shadow of the past. 287 00:38:27,320 --> 00:38:31,560 A-qing, you've really changed. 288 00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:34,320 Really? 289 00:38:36,480 --> 00:38:39,840 You've grown up. You've matured a lot. 290 00:38:41,440 --> 00:38:44,000 Yes, I think I'm not bad. 291 00:38:50,520 --> 00:38:54,480 In any case, I really have to thank you. 292 00:39:10,920 --> 00:39:14,360 I'll bother you with something. 293 00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:18,680 OK, speak up. 294 00:39:19,120 --> 00:39:26,920 Today, when you get back, can you tell Fu Chongshan that Wang Kuilong is back? 295 00:39:28,103 --> 00:39:31,480 Tell him that I want to meet him at any cost. 296 00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:34,440 Mr. Wang, you know Papa Fu? 297 00:39:38,120 --> 00:39:42,520 He was an old friend of Father. During the War of Resistance, 298 00:39:43,280 --> 00:39:48,320 they were in the Fifth Military District together, fellow officers. 299 00:39:51,560 --> 00:39:54,960 When Papa Fu looks at me, he'll find I've grown up. 300 00:40:13,400 --> 00:40:14,400 Mr. Wang. 301 00:40:22,080 --> 00:40:24,120 Papa Fu is inside, waiting for you. 302 00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:30,040 Papa Fu, Mr. Wang is here. 303 00:40:31,760 --> 00:40:32,800 Papa Fu. 304 00:40:33,960 --> 00:40:35,600 Kuilong. 305 00:40:45,199 --> 00:40:48,099 Sit down, please. 306 00:41:03,640 --> 00:41:04,920 Thanks. 307 00:41:05,320 --> 00:41:08,240 A-qing, please sit too. 308 00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:15,040 Papa Fu, as soon as I got back, I wanted to see you. 309 00:41:16,200 --> 00:41:20,800 I know. And I was waiting for you too. 310 00:41:24,240 --> 00:41:31,160 During those years abroad, how did you bear it? 311 00:41:33,840 --> 00:41:35,520 I've always wanted to come back. 312 00:41:36,640 --> 00:41:43,200 Four years ago, when my mother died, I called for my mother once. 313 00:41:43,920 --> 00:41:48,840 I wanted to come back for the funeral. But Father wouldn't allow it. 314 00:41:50,440 --> 00:41:51,800 Kuilong. 315 00:41:53,160 --> 00:41:58,480 Your father... it was hard for him too. 316 00:42:00,600 --> 00:42:09,880 I know. It's the Wang family's misfortune to have had an evil son like me. 317 00:42:10,400 --> 00:42:16,560 I know also that I've completely ruined Father's heroic reputation. 318 00:42:17,720 --> 00:42:24,400 You have to understand that your father was not just an ordinary man. 319 00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:30,440 He did a lot for the country. He had a high position in society, 320 00:42:31,560 --> 00:42:34,600 and he had to take this into account. 321 00:42:34,880 --> 00:42:37,120 You must try to put yourself in his place. 322 00:42:40,520 --> 00:42:47,079 I hid myself for ten years in United States... drifting around. 323 00:42:47,080 --> 00:42:49,239 And all because of one thing that Father said. 324 00:42:49,240 --> 00:42:53,400 I was about to leave when Father said: 325 00:42:55,080 --> 00:42:59,239 "You're leaving now 326 00:42:59,240 --> 00:43:03,600 and as long as I'm alive I forbid you to come back." 327 00:43:08,680 --> 00:43:10,840 There was no room for discussion. 328 00:43:12,200 --> 00:43:17,520 The last thing he said to me became a curse that I carried on my back. 329 00:43:19,320 --> 00:43:24,000 That curse reminded me all the time that 330 00:43:24,520 --> 00:43:27,880 I was the greatest shame of my father's life. 331 00:43:32,120 --> 00:43:36,800 When he was dying, he didn't even want to see me. 332 00:43:38,040 --> 00:43:42,520 And about his funeral... he didn't want me to attend it! 333 00:43:44,040 --> 00:43:51,160 I was at the funeral. It was a state funeral. 334 00:43:52,160 --> 00:43:57,560 The music was impressive. 335 00:43:59,360 --> 00:44:04,720 Everyone was there, including all your many relatives. 336 00:44:05,800 --> 00:44:13,240 There are good reasons why having you there wouldn't have been a good idea. 337 00:44:16,720 --> 00:44:20,520 I know that. My relatives told me the same thing. 338 00:44:22,140 --> 00:44:28,360 They said I caused Father to lose face greatly while he was alive. 339 00:44:28,960 --> 00:44:32,560 For me to be there at the funeral 340 00:44:33,280 --> 00:44:36,659 would have served no purpose except to make him look bad. 341 00:44:38,600 --> 00:44:42,960 All this time since I've been back I stayed away from his grave... 342 00:44:44,440 --> 00:44:46,720 Until seven weeks after his funeral... 343 00:44:47,480 --> 00:44:52,200 I went with my aunt and my uncle to Liuzhangli. 344 00:44:54,240 --> 00:44:59,543 Father's tomb was not closed yet. There was still a mound of earth over it, 345 00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:03,400 which was covered by a piece of black oilcloth. 346 00:45:04,880 --> 00:45:10,000 I stood there without shedding a single tear. 347 00:45:11,960 --> 00:45:15,960 I saw the look of anger on my Uncle's face. 348 00:45:16,320 --> 00:45:22,840 His face was steaming, as if he was thinking "How can that piece of scum 349 00:45:24,080 --> 00:45:27,239 stand dry-eyed in front of his own father's grave!" 350 00:45:27,240 --> 00:45:29,680 To my own surprise, I've not shed a single tear. 351 00:45:34,680 --> 00:45:38,440 How could they know what I was feeling inside? 352 00:45:39,680 --> 00:45:44,440 At that time, I wanted to rush forward, 353 00:45:45,120 --> 00:45:49,520 and rip that oilcloth off the grave and throw myself down on the mound of dirt, 354 00:45:50,040 --> 00:45:53,813 dig down into the hole and wrap my arms around Father's body. 355 00:45:54,160 --> 00:45:59,680 I could have cried for three days and nights, until blood ran from my eyes, 356 00:46:00,040 --> 00:46:05,520 to try and wash away the hatred... 357 00:46:10,080 --> 00:46:12,300 This hatred that had filled Father's heart. 358 00:46:13,200 --> 00:46:17,880 Up until the very last moment of his life, he didn't want me to see his face. 359 00:46:22,160 --> 00:46:28,760 Ten years. On the run for ten years, like a banished exile, 360 00:46:29,680 --> 00:46:32,520 carrying that curse on my back. 361 00:46:33,680 --> 00:46:40,400 In New York, scurrying in and out of the dark shadows of the skyscrapers. 362 00:46:42,160 --> 00:46:45,800 I've waited ten long years for only one thing: 363 00:46:46,880 --> 00:46:51,960 His forgiveness. That would've helped me to remove 364 00:46:52,120 --> 00:46:55,239 this curse that will keep me from transcending this existence... 365 00:46:55,240 --> 00:46:57,100 Get lost! 366 00:47:04,840 --> 00:47:08,920 Do you hear me? You leave now. 367 00:47:09,160 --> 00:47:12,920 As long as I'm alive, I forbid you to come back! 368 00:47:20,680 --> 00:47:25,840 But Chongshan, there's something he didn't say and he's buried now... 369 00:47:26,560 --> 00:47:31,200 He clearly cursed me. I could never reincarnate. 370 00:47:32,200 --> 00:47:36,960 You're talking this way about your father! It isn't fair. 371 00:47:37,120 --> 00:47:39,360 It's not?! 372 00:47:40,320 --> 00:47:42,240 He was clearly heartless toward me. 373 00:47:45,160 --> 00:47:49,000 You're consumed with blaming your father. 374 00:47:49,800 --> 00:47:56,120 Haven't you thought of how much your sin made him suffer? 375 00:47:56,480 --> 00:48:00,480 How could I have not thought about it? I did it for what? 376 00:48:00,800 --> 00:48:02,799 All I wanted was for him to give me a chance 377 00:48:02,800 --> 00:48:06,200 to pay him back for some of the pain I caused him. 378 00:48:08,200 --> 00:48:11,920 That's easy to say! 379 00:48:13,480 --> 00:48:23,800 You all think you can pay your fathers back for the pain you caused them, don't you? 380 00:48:58,400 --> 00:49:06,160 When your father's health was failing fast, I went to see him once or twice. 381 00:49:08,840 --> 00:49:18,720 His hair was completely white. 382 00:49:20,560 --> 00:49:26,320 Those mighty and breathtaking eyes at the time we were on the battlefield, 383 00:49:26,800 --> 00:49:30,040 were now depressed and without life. 384 00:49:31,400 --> 00:49:35,600 He was like an elderly waiting for purgatory, 385 00:49:35,760 --> 00:49:38,720 a prisoner waiting for his execution. 386 00:49:43,080 --> 00:49:48,680 Chongshan. Did my father ever mention me to you? 387 00:49:49,900 --> 00:49:57,600 No, he didn't. He never mentioned you to me. 388 00:50:00,320 --> 00:50:07,400 We just talked about the past. 389 00:50:08,100 --> 00:50:19,980 But I know he suffered on account of you! 390 00:50:26,040 --> 00:50:32,280 These years have been tough on you. 391 00:50:33,240 --> 00:50:40,200 But you think you were the only one suffering? 392 00:50:42,200 --> 00:50:48,840 During these years, your father was here sharing your load. 393 00:50:53,720 --> 00:50:59,120 No matter how great your agony was, his was greater! 394 00:51:02,200 --> 00:51:03,720 But Chongshan, 395 00:51:04,800 --> 00:51:11,160 when Father was dying, why wouldn't he even let me see him one last time? 396 00:51:18,360 --> 00:51:29,720 He couldn't bear to see you... not even after his eyes were closed. 397 00:51:46,860 --> 00:51:48,860 Kuilong... 398 00:54:14,790 --> 00:54:21,790 Subs by CRYSTAL BOYS SUBTITLE COLLABORATIVE http://subcrystalboys.wikia.com