Episode 19

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Disgusting animal!

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You're a disgrace!

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Shameful!

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You've ruined my reputation! Go to hell!

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Get out!

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Dad!

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Disgusting animal, get out!
Get the hell out!

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Dad! Stop it!

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Get out! Out! Disgusting animal!

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Dad! Stop hitting me!

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Dad!

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Stay where you are!

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Get back here!

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Get back here, animal!

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You're not my son!

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"Crystal Boys"

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From Pai Hsien-yung's novel.

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Episode Number Nineteen.

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Producers: Ruiyuan Cao and Song Liu.

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Overall Production: Guoxing Shu.

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Production Coordinator: Xiaomei Li.

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Adaptor: Hijie Chen.

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Direction: Ruiyuan Cao.

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I saw "Happy Land" and "Good
Times Don't Last Long".

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I don't know if you guys
have something planned,

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but I made the decision to leave
with Dragon King on his boat.

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I realy want to leave with him.

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It's you who's the luckiest.

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You have Papa Fu's protection.
No worries anymore for you!

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No.

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I'm living very well with Papa Fu, but he's
waiting for Auntie Wu's foot to recover.

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I wouldn't feel comfortable
staying there after that.

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And you, Wu Min?

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You want to go back to Mr. Scarface
to be his little wife?

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You're so stubborn!

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OK, let's go.

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Mister Zhang! What's wrong?!

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You... You really don't know
how to value your life...

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To let yourself be tormented like that...
Are you happy this time?

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I know nothing about tobacco or alcohol.
Where's the good in that?

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You're the good Wu Min, aren't you?
I'm her little sister.

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I know. I've already
seen your picture.

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Taking care of my brother is
a lot of trouble for you,

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No, it isn't. Mister Zhang
has always taken care of me.

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So, I ought to do it for him.

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I was just telling him
that's not a life!

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I told him long ago not to sink down
that way. He didn't want to hear it.

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Have you looked at him? He has made
himself someone who's sick and suffering.

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He still wants to trouble
strangers to take care of him.

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Don't say a word, OK?

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Give it to me.

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Every time I told him
that, he was really not happy.

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Look! Wu Min brought you porridge.

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Thanks.

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Eat something, OK? You can
not ever eat anything!

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How will you have strength
if you don't eat?

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Here.

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Come on, eat a little bit, OK?
Open your mouth. Come on!

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You really are what you are!
Look what you've done...

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I'll wash my hands.

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There's no bad intention in
what your sister just said.

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Don't take it too hard.

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I'll give you food, OK?

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That way, is it good or not?
I'll move you a bit, OK?

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Please leave first, no
need to see me off.

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It's nothing.

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Take this. If you're in
need again, look for me.

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Take it.

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Shame on me... I'm his sister. I'm the
one who should take care of him now.

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He has a temper!

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Since the beginning, my relationship
with him has always been difficult.

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In addition to what's happening now...

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Please forgive us.

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Elder Sister...

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Don't say a word. I understand.

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You're a good child. I'm happy.

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There should be more little
brothers like you in this world!

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I blame myself for not having paid
more attention to his health.

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During the past few days, he was yelling
loudly and suffering from headaches.

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And his left hand would not
respond to his own orders.

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I thought that was because
he drank too much alcohol.

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I didn't think it was so serious.

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This isn't your fault. It's him who
hasn't listened to your advice.

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Don't always take
responsibility about him, OK?

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What do you plan to do with this?

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I'll continue to take care of him.

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And if he never gets back to normal?

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That won't happen. He's still young.
It's clear he'll recover soon.

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Ah you!

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You take care of him so much!

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Mister Zhang!

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What do you want?

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Drink water, OK?

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Here...

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Do you still feel bad? Do you
want the nurse to come back?

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Mister Zhang, don't do this.

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Looking at them both, I knew I ought
not to give Wu Min advice anymore...

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Whatever happens to them.

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After all, Wu Min finally has
what he always hoped to have.

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He got the man he belongs to.
A loved one.

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- Mom! 
- Yu Zai! You're coming back.

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Auntie.

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It's OK. The Shandong guy has just left.

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Even if he was here,
I'm not scared at all.

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Mom, I'm going to Japan.

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You're kidding Mom! Going to Japan!
When?

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The day after tomorrow, at first light.

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Last time, I told you about Dragon King.
I want to go with him.

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On board, I'll work as a
helper in the kitchen.

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Traveling by boat is hard. You're
so thin, can you stand that?

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I will, don't worry. It's
just a trip, nothing more.

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I plan to get off the boat
as soon we reach Japan.

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Ah you! You have bad
things to do there!

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There are things you have to think
about. If you can't leave the boat

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and you get caught by the Japanese
government, what will you do?

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It won't happen.

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Dragon King is going to help me with that.

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He knows you'll jump ship?
He's not your boss?

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I told him the whole story. I made it
sound a little worse than it really was.

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He knew I wanted to go to Japan to look for
my Dad. He just said he wants to help me.

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Not only will he allow me to jump
ship, but he'll also show me

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a restaurant that I can work at.

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You're a very clever kid!

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Why are you telling me such an
important thing at the last minute?

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I thought that telling you this too early
would make you reluctant to let me leave.

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Mom, you need to take
good care of your health.

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I'll send you a letter as soon as
I'm in Japan. Don't worry about me.

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Call me. Writing letters
takes too much time.

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If it's too expensive to
use the phone, I'll pay.

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OK.

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It's obvious that I'd like to
hear your voice. I would feel relieved.

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I know.

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This money is what you sent me
some time ago. I was saving it for you.

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- Take this little money.
- No, I have some.

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You're going abroad. It's clear,
you'll need a lot of money!

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Otherwise, if something happens
to you, who's going to help you?

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This chain is what your
dead father gave me

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when he was chasing
after me in Dong Yunge.

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Our names are engraved on it.

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Take it.

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If you find him, show him this chain.
He'll know who you are.

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If you don't find him, sell it.

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You'll have cash to come back.

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Avoid wandering abroad.

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Mom, don't cry. If you cry,
I'll be reluctant to leave.

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"A boat around the cape leaves.

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I was born on the most distant island.

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Goodbye to those people.

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Waved goodbye.

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Tears welled up and gushed.

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From now on, you want to live with me.

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Going from one set of islands to another.

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At the Seto sea, it's sunset.

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Tomorrow will be sunny.

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This is a blessing.

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We'll embark on a journey of life.

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This is a blessing.

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We embark on a journey of life.

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From now on, you want to live with me.

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Going from a set of islands to another.

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At the Seto sea, it's sunset.

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Tomorrow will be sunny.

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This is the blessing.

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We'll embark on a journey of life."

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The next day, at the first light, Little
Jade refused to let us see him off.

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He went alone to Jilong Harbor
to embark on a ship to Japan.

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Papa Fu.

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Has Little Jade already left?

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Yes. He left in a hurry.

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I didn't have time to tell you that

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he asked me to say goodbye
to you on his behalf.

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This kid!

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With one heart and one mind
he left to find his father.

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His intentions are good.

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If only God would have pity on this
kid, and help him to fulfill his wish.

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Kids, Papa Fu is a little bit tired.
I'll get some rest.

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Have fun!

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A-qing.

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Look at these kids, they are so cute.

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Actually, I heard about the Divine
Light Orphanage ten years ago.

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Not long after A-wei's
suicide, I had a heart attack.

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I was sent to the Veterans' hospital.
I almost died.

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When I left the hospital,
one year had passed.

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I closed the door to visitors and lived
in seclusion. A convalescence at home.

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The tragic death of A-wei made
me lose all interest in life.

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Apathy came from everyone.

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I was indifferent to the
humans joys and sorrows.

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Until ten years ago...

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On lunar New Year's Eve,

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I was going to the National Taiwan
University Hospital for one last check-up.

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I passed through New Park

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and reached the street in front of
the restaurant to take the bus.

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Coming from the lotus pond
side, I heard somebody crying.

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The sound never stopped.

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I remembered there was a
cold wind that night.

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A gloomy and cold night...
There was nobody else in the park...

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There was just this
intermittent weeping sound,

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sounded very miserable,

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To hear it by this cold
day hurt me deeply.

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This man looked like he had
been suffering for many days.

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Little Brother.

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You're young. Why
are you crying?

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My chest hurts!
It hurts so much!

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Why are you here alone?
Where's your home?

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You care? This is my home!

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The weather is so cold,
you'll get sick.

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Come with me.

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Come with me.

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Come with me.

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Let's go.

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He hadn't slept for a couple of days.

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He hadn't even finished his glass of milk.

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His eyes were so tired
that they wouldn't close.

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He didn't even take time
to change his clothes.

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I looked at him carefully, and

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I found I'd never met anybody
so weak and despicable.

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His tattoo looked so demonic.

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I didn't know the reason for it, but

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an infinite compassion toward
him unexpectedly came over me.

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He was so tired that he didn't wake up
until the second day, in the afternoon.

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It was on the night of
lunar New Year's Eve.

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I had never felt like celebrating
the New Year before.

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I asked Auntie Wu to cook some
New Year's dishes especially for him.

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I asked him to eat the New
Year's Eve dinner together.

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I wouldn't have thought this would
have been his last meal in this world.

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- Eat a little more.
- Thanks.

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I've never had a New Year's Eve
dinner that was so delicious before!

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In my orphanage, we just celebrated
Christmas, not the Lunar New Year.

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- The orphanage?
- The Divine Light Orphanage.

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Since my childhood, I've grown up there.

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What's your name?

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A-feng. The same "feng" as in the
word that means "Dragon and Phoenix".

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He was called A-feng.

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This kid's life story was
both strange and desolate.

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You've certainly heard
about it in the park.

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I've heard it, yes. It's just that I didn't
know Papa Fu took care of him too.

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It's strange to say that
but this kid, A-feng...

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Even though he just stayed at
my home for a night or two...

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I had a special feeling
of solicitude toward him.

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He died so violently.

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It was a terrible shock to me.

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I had even more compassion toward him.

243
00:31:14,360 --> 00:31:23,840
After the death of A-wei,
my heart had been dried up.

244
00:31:24,760 --> 00:31:32,360
It was like a revival. A
new chance to live again.

245
00:31:35,520 --> 00:31:45,480
So, I have this great ambition for
the remaining years I have left

246
00:31:47,800 --> 00:31:53,480
to take good care of these kids
who have nobody to rely on.

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00:32:03,400 --> 00:32:04,520
A-feng.

248
00:32:07,080 --> 00:32:13,520
You have nowhere to go, stay
with me a couple more days.

249
00:32:16,280 --> 00:32:22,520
No thanks, Papa Fu.
I have to leave.

250
00:32:22,800 --> 00:32:25,999
There's someone who's waiting
for me in the park.

251
00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:28,360
What kind of person it is?

252
00:32:34,240 --> 00:32:41,600
It's someone I like very much.

253
00:32:42,720 --> 00:32:44,720
But we can't be together.

254
00:32:45,360 --> 00:32:49,760
You like this person, so why
can't you be with this person?

255
00:32:56,840 --> 00:32:58,520
Because I'm too wild.

256
00:33:03,800 --> 00:33:10,440
I've been running away since my
childhood... I don't like to be tied down.

257
00:33:13,320 --> 00:33:16,030
Inside our park, Old Guo, the
gardener, told me frankly that

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00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:19,440
I'm wild by nature and
that's in my blood.

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00:33:21,560 --> 00:33:28,320
Like typhoons and earthquakes,
I can't be conquered.

260
00:33:31,200 --> 00:33:35,400
Now that I know this, why
are you leaving to see this person?

261
00:33:43,200 --> 00:33:48,279
Because I owe him so much. Not
giving him back what I owe him,

262
00:33:48,280 --> 00:33:52,560
I'm scared I couldn't afford
to repay him in the next life.

263
00:33:54,680 --> 00:34:02,520
Tonight I'll meet him at Lunar New
Year's Eve to settle my debt.

264
00:34:05,320 --> 00:34:12,840
I think I should give him all of it.
That way I won't have any regrets.

265
00:34:25,240 --> 00:34:28,480
- Thanks, Papa Fu.
- It's nothing.

266
00:34:33,460 --> 00:34:34,640
This shirt...

267
00:34:34,640 --> 00:34:36,420
It's a cold day. Wear it, OK?

268
00:34:36,520 --> 00:34:38,600
- It doesn't matter. 
- Keep it!

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00:34:38,680 --> 00:34:40,400
I won't wear it.

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00:34:42,460 --> 00:34:43,840
OK

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00:34:55,800 --> 00:34:59,280
This life doesn't have any good in it.

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00:35:00,166 --> 00:35:04,879
In my next life, I'll reincarnate as a
woman from a good family to repay you, OK?

273
00:35:04,880 --> 00:35:06,560
OK?

274
00:35:08,840 --> 00:35:10,760
Give me back my heart!

275
00:35:15,640 --> 00:35:17,240
My heart?

276
00:35:20,680 --> 00:35:22,000
You want it, right?

277
00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:23,080
Take it!

278
00:35:23,760 --> 00:35:26,120
Take it!

279
00:35:26,240 --> 00:35:28,600
Come on, take it!

280
00:37:18,240 --> 00:37:22,080
Did A-feng really say that
to Fu Chongshan?

281
00:37:23,480 --> 00:37:26,080
That's why I'm here.

282
00:37:29,600 --> 00:37:33,600
If I'm not wrong, A-feng
really loved you deeply.

283
00:37:34,160 --> 00:37:39,720
He was willing to give his life to you.
He didn't have any hate or regret.

284
00:37:50,680 --> 00:37:55,760
It doesn't matter whether ten
years have passed or not.

285
00:37:56,400 --> 00:37:59,160
You've already paid for your redemption.

286
00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:02,040
There's no need to keep
the shadow of the past.

287
00:38:27,320 --> 00:38:31,560
A-qing, you've really changed.

288
00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:34,320
Really?

289
00:38:36,480 --> 00:38:39,840
You've grown up.
You've matured a lot.

290
00:38:41,440 --> 00:38:44,000
Yes, I think I'm not bad.

291
00:38:50,520 --> 00:38:54,480
In any case, I really
have to thank you.

292
00:39:10,920 --> 00:39:14,360
I'll bother you with something.

293
00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:18,680
OK, speak up.

294
00:39:19,120 --> 00:39:26,920
Today, when you get back, can you tell
Fu Chongshan that Wang Kuilong is back?

295
00:39:28,103 --> 00:39:31,480
Tell him that I want to
meet him at any cost.

296
00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:34,440
Mr. Wang, you know Papa Fu?

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00:39:38,120 --> 00:39:42,520
He was an old friend of Father.
During the War of Resistance,

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00:39:43,280 --> 00:39:48,320
they were in the Fifth Military
District together, fellow officers.

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00:39:51,560 --> 00:39:54,960
When Papa Fu looks at me,
he'll find I've grown up.

300
00:40:13,400 --> 00:40:14,400
Mr. Wang.

301
00:40:22,080 --> 00:40:24,120
Papa Fu is inside, waiting for you.

302
00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:30,040
Papa Fu, Mr. Wang is here.

303
00:40:31,760 --> 00:40:32,800
Papa Fu.

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00:40:33,960 --> 00:40:35,600
Kuilong.

305
00:40:45,199 --> 00:40:48,099
Sit down, please.

306
00:41:03,640 --> 00:41:04,920
Thanks.

307
00:41:05,320 --> 00:41:08,240
A-qing, please sit too.

308
00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:15,040
Papa Fu, as soon as I got
back, I wanted to see you.

309
00:41:16,200 --> 00:41:20,800
I know. And I was
waiting for you too.

310
00:41:24,240 --> 00:41:31,160
During those years abroad,
how did you bear it?

311
00:41:33,840 --> 00:41:35,520
I've always wanted to come back.

312
00:41:36,640 --> 00:41:43,200
Four years ago, when my mother
died, I called for my mother once.

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00:41:43,920 --> 00:41:48,840
I wanted to come back for the funeral.
But Father wouldn't allow it.

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00:41:50,440 --> 00:41:51,800
Kuilong.

315
00:41:53,160 --> 00:41:58,480
Your father... it was hard for him too.

316
00:42:00,600 --> 00:42:09,880
I know. It's the Wang family's misfortune
to have had an evil son like me.

317
00:42:10,400 --> 00:42:16,560
I know also that I've completely
ruined Father's heroic reputation.

318
00:42:17,720 --> 00:42:24,400
You have to understand that your
father was not just an ordinary man.

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00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:30,440
He did a lot for the country. He
had a high position in society,

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00:42:31,560 --> 00:42:34,600
and he had to take this into account.

321
00:42:34,880 --> 00:42:37,120
You must try to put yourself in his place.

322
00:42:40,520 --> 00:42:47,079
I hid myself for ten years
in United States... drifting around.

323
00:42:47,080 --> 00:42:49,239
And all because of one
thing that Father said.

324
00:42:49,240 --> 00:42:53,400
I was about to leave when Father said:

325
00:42:55,080 --> 00:42:59,239
"You're leaving now

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00:42:59,240 --> 00:43:03,600
and as long as I'm alive I
forbid you to come back."

327
00:43:08,680 --> 00:43:10,840
There was no room for discussion.

328
00:43:12,200 --> 00:43:17,520
The last thing he said to me became
a curse that I carried on my back.

329
00:43:19,320 --> 00:43:24,000
That curse reminded
me all the time that

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00:43:24,520 --> 00:43:27,880
I was the greatest shame
of my father's life.

331
00:43:32,120 --> 00:43:36,800
When he was dying, he
didn't even want to see me.

332
00:43:38,040 --> 00:43:42,520
And about his funeral... he
didn't want me to attend it!

333
00:43:44,040 --> 00:43:51,160
I was at the funeral.
It was a state funeral.

334
00:43:52,160 --> 00:43:57,560
The music was impressive.

335
00:43:59,360 --> 00:44:04,720
Everyone was there, including
all your many relatives.

336
00:44:05,800 --> 00:44:13,240
There are good reasons why having you
there wouldn't have been a good idea.

337
00:44:16,720 --> 00:44:20,520
I know that. My relatives
told me the same thing.

338
00:44:22,140 --> 00:44:28,360
They said I caused Father to lose
face greatly while he was alive.

339
00:44:28,960 --> 00:44:32,560
For me to be there at the funeral

340
00:44:33,280 --> 00:44:36,659
would have served no purpose
except to make him look bad.

341
00:44:38,600 --> 00:44:42,960
All this time since I've been
back I stayed away from his grave...

342
00:44:44,440 --> 00:44:46,720
Until seven weeks after his funeral...

343
00:44:47,480 --> 00:44:52,200
I went with my aunt and
my uncle to Liuzhangli.

344
00:44:54,240 --> 00:44:59,543
Father's tomb was not closed yet. There
was still a mound of earth over it,

345
00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:03,400
which was covered by a
piece of black oilcloth.

346
00:45:04,880 --> 00:45:10,000
I stood there without
shedding a single tear.

347
00:45:11,960 --> 00:45:15,960
I saw the look of anger on my Uncle's face.

348
00:45:16,320 --> 00:45:22,840
His face was steaming, as if he was
thinking "How can that piece of scum

349
00:45:24,080 --> 00:45:27,239
stand dry-eyed in front of
his own father's grave!"

350
00:45:27,240 --> 00:45:29,680
To my own surprise,
I've not shed a single tear.

351
00:45:34,680 --> 00:45:38,440
How could they know what
I was feeling inside?

352
00:45:39,680 --> 00:45:44,440
At that time, I wanted
to rush forward,

353
00:45:45,120 --> 00:45:49,520
and rip that oilcloth off the grave and
throw myself down on the mound of dirt,

354
00:45:50,040 --> 00:45:53,813
dig down into the hole and wrap
my arms around Father's body.

355
00:45:54,160 --> 00:45:59,680
I could have cried for three days and
nights, until blood ran from my eyes,

356
00:46:00,040 --> 00:46:05,520
to try and wash away the hatred...

357
00:46:10,080 --> 00:46:12,300
This hatred that had filled Father's heart.

358
00:46:13,200 --> 00:46:17,880
Up until the very last moment of his
life, he didn't want me to see his face.

359
00:46:22,160 --> 00:46:28,760
Ten years. On the run for ten
years, like a banished exile,

360
00:46:29,680 --> 00:46:32,520
carrying that curse on my back.

361
00:46:33,680 --> 00:46:40,400
In New York, scurrying in and out of
the dark shadows of the skyscrapers.

362
00:46:42,160 --> 00:46:45,800
I've waited ten long years
for only one thing:

363
00:46:46,880 --> 00:46:51,960
His forgiveness. That
would've helped me to remove

364
00:46:52,120 --> 00:46:55,239
this curse that will keep me from
transcending this existence...

365
00:46:55,240 --> 00:46:57,100
Get lost!

366
00:47:04,840 --> 00:47:08,920
Do you hear me? You leave now.

367
00:47:09,160 --> 00:47:12,920
As long as I'm alive, I
forbid you to come back!

368
00:47:20,680 --> 00:47:25,840
But Chongshan, there's something he
didn't say and he's buried now...

369
00:47:26,560 --> 00:47:31,200
He clearly cursed me. I
could never reincarnate.

370
00:47:32,200 --> 00:47:36,960
You're talking this way about your father!
It isn't fair.

371
00:47:37,120 --> 00:47:39,360
It's not?!

372
00:47:40,320 --> 00:47:42,240
He was clearly heartless toward me.

373
00:47:45,160 --> 00:47:49,000
You're consumed with blaming your father.

374
00:47:49,800 --> 00:47:56,120
Haven't you thought of how
much your sin made him suffer?

375
00:47:56,480 --> 00:48:00,480
How could I have not thought about it?
I did it for what?

376
00:48:00,800 --> 00:48:02,799
All I wanted was for him
to give me a chance

377
00:48:02,800 --> 00:48:06,200
to pay him back for some
of the pain I caused him.

378
00:48:08,200 --> 00:48:11,920
That's easy to say!

379
00:48:13,480 --> 00:48:23,800
You all think you can pay your fathers back
for the pain you caused them, don't you?

380
00:48:58,400 --> 00:49:06,160
When your father's health was failing
fast, I went to see him once or twice.

381
00:49:08,840 --> 00:49:18,720
His hair was completely white.

382
00:49:20,560 --> 00:49:26,320
Those mighty and breathtaking eyes at
the time we were on the battlefield,

383
00:49:26,800 --> 00:49:30,040
were now depressed and without life.

384
00:49:31,400 --> 00:49:35,600
He was like an elderly
waiting for purgatory,

385
00:49:35,760 --> 00:49:38,720
a prisoner waiting for his execution.

386
00:49:43,080 --> 00:49:48,680
Chongshan. Did my father
ever mention me to you?

387
00:49:49,900 --> 00:49:57,600
No, he didn't. He never
mentioned you to me.

388
00:50:00,320 --> 00:50:07,400
We just talked about the past.

389
00:50:08,100 --> 00:50:19,980
But I know he suffered
on account of you!

390
00:50:26,040 --> 00:50:32,280
These years have been tough on you.

391
00:50:33,240 --> 00:50:40,200
But you think you were
the only one suffering?

392
00:50:42,200 --> 00:50:48,840
During these years, your father
was here sharing your load.

393
00:50:53,720 --> 00:50:59,120
No matter how great your
agony was, his was greater!

394
00:51:02,200 --> 00:51:03,720
But Chongshan,

395
00:51:04,800 --> 00:51:11,160
when Father was dying, why wouldn't
he even let me see him one last time?

396
00:51:18,360 --> 00:51:29,720
He couldn't bear to see you... not
even after his eyes were closed.

397
00:51:46,860 --> 00:51:48,860
Kuilong...

398
00:54:14,790 --> 00:54:21,790
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